I'd do anything for air

Every breath I take, my insides ache. I am in so much pain and I don’t even know how to handle it. So much changes have been made from a week ago. Now is the time that I have lost everything. I have lost every little thing that meant something to me and it is impossible to carry it back in my arms. I wish you knew how terrible you have made me feel. How much you have killed me. How much my heart breaks because of you. I wish that you could see the agony in my bones, my blood stream, and my hollow heart. I wish you could understand that I don’t even know if I’m still breathing.