I'd do anything for air

The tears stream down my face, running down my neck and smashing into my collar bone. The salty taste spewing into the back of my throat; feeling as though a tidal wave crashed before me and brought me to my sore and hollow hands and knees. I think of you and my heart becomes smaller. I think of you and I feel cold. I think of you as the tears cataclysmically take over my eye sight. My insides ache and scream every second and my ears are beginning to go deaf due to the sound. I strive to be happy, through other things and feel as though, slowly you are becoming less known in my heart. You have changed, and my eyes are finally starting to open up to that fact. Although its almost over, my hands still clench into fists and my heart is still dim to the beating. I am ready to say you changed my life and walk away, but my legs are so damn heavy every step that I try and take. Goodbye world. I am missing from existence.