I'd do anything for air

I miss fallling asleep wrapped around your arms; so tight that i never feel lost. i never feel like im alone. i miss the arms of the angel that changed my life. i miss singing you to sleep, i miss our long car rides. I miss watching you sleep, watching the drool drip from the corners of your mouth. I miss waking up to see your face and knowing that you love me. Its been one year and im still stuck on the girl that made me sink into the oceans of the world. i cant get over you. i cant get past you. all i think about is you and the memories we created. the tears stream down my face with the quick realization that you’re happy now without me, that you arent here anymore. im starting to realize that when i kiss him its not you, and when i hold him, im not holding you. i need you to fix me. i am so broken. and i need yoiu to help me find myself again.